My system has been hacked. I couldn’t find a wire from my brain to computer for a long time. Now I think I forgot about some really important things about myself. I must not forget who my virtual me is, so I am gonna do one more blog post. According to my last post, I couldn’t take up any new sport but I definitely changed the focus in climbing from wanting to climb a route/boulder to a more specific result that is not connecting the whole route – meaning falling and not making any progress.
It’s a comfortable way of expression when not making any progress. Like this I will never stop climbing. Injuries are different stories but I changed a focus on that as well. I can finally feel very happy when injured, so I can finally do some important stuff, which importance I couldn’t have seen before. It never was only climbing. Sometimes only weed and laughter. These memories normally fade away. I don’t know what is right or not but I am my own chronicler so I don’t want to make an objective point. Considering it as a sport means not being so comfortable in the feeling of doing it, but finding a solution to get better. Seeing the weaknesess of yourself can lead to various consequences. But that is probably the first warning, when you have to talk to yourself. This is making of progress.
A lot is about giving value to a thing. Like some materials need to have value. It’s good some times just to overvalue, so you can start forgetting about a nonsense, you just penetrated through, but focus more into believing in its a plasticity. Religion came out of ignorance, not knowing what superior is. Money came out of possessiveness. Climbing out of not knowing how to express differently. And this blog post particularly out of boredom.
This is some photo material that was not shot by me, but from people around who share the creativeness.
Me, cleaning Krasotica in Balvanija sector – Prilep. This one, I climbed it the next day without pads. I started to value climbing here.
I don’t really understand solo climbing but so far I know it’s the purest thing and one of the best experiences, that free human being can have.